Why do i get myself into drama...what can i do??? please?

okay. i have been wanting to get away for a long time now. I live in nyc. i have always had a lot of family issues and never wanted to leave because i felt badly for my mother. but just recently she finally moved away from my sperm donor and into her own apartment. but last month she had a stroke, very minor. thank god. no facial alterations, she can still work bla bla.

and she has an aneurysm she is going to have a procedure for. so than ill have to be there for her suring her rocovery time. i know she is my mother and i will be there for her.

and when she was in the hospital for the stroke i lost my job.

now im back living with my grandfather, not my mother because in my grandfathers house he has a 2 bedroom so i can have more privacy.

in august i already bought tickets to go to cuba. i am cuban american and right now i cant cancel my flight so i have to wait until i get back from cuba to have a decent job until than for this month i have to occupy minor jobs to earn money to live.

so i have no money now.

so in september ill be starting a new position.

so i will stay with my grandfather and save money.

i planned 2 years ago for the summer of 2010 to go over to europe for a few weeks.

so in september i will save save save for my trip. buy the tickets this december and after that save save save for spending money and the eurorail .

and when i get back i will roomate and save for a nice apartment.

but i dont want to stay in new york.

i dont know what to do. i tihnk i need therapy.Why do i get myself into drama...what can i do??? please?
You just need to follow through on your decisions.



It's YOUR life, you get to set priorities for yourself, (as a side note, nothing you've mentioned is unreasonable or crazy), stop letting guilt or others opinion on what's "right" determine what you're going to do or how to behave.



You want to move from New York, you should.







Luck